Sunday, July 09, 2006
its been so long since i last updated. i'm officially ending this blog. moving soon. check with me the new blog add online. :) take care all.
DEPRIVED;
Sunday, July 09, 2006
its been so long since i last updated. i'm officially ending this blog. moving soon. check with me the new blog add online. :) take care all.
DEPRIVED;
Sunday, July 09, 2006
Sunday, May 21, 2006
last night was good. :) trigger happy. it went well isnt it baby? left my place at 3 plus,took 187 down to woodlands den 965 to sengkang. reached there at abt four thirty,waited for baby at compass. den took train down to ps,had ljs and i kept throwing her my fries. haha,and i kept stealing her crumbs. she was effing irritated by me. but she loves me still. haha! after tt we walked ard looking for the binder. but couldnt find any at all. left ps at abt six forty five,took a train down to cityhall. found the binder at citylink. but baby said kwai will get it for me. so i'll see how. will probably get one on my own too? haha,shrugs. after tt we walked to marina square to shop ard. den we smelt carrot cake!! so we had carrot cake and oyster egg. was like effing full. bloated can. den i was telling her abt bendon. roflol,disgusting eh baby? haha :p den went for a stroll,and i told her abt lervon and devon. abt how they used to be like,and abt beth. and also abt jowena and keith. :) baby's a good listener. love it. after tt went to sit ard the rocks there and talked. i like tt. happyhappy.
it was a happy day out baby. we'll have more okay? dont cry anymore. china trip will be short. i'll wait for you to come back. i love you.
the distance between us stayed the same.
but the distance in our hearts disappeared.
-at 9.48pm
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Sunday, May 21, 2006
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
okay,its been like eons since i last stepped into the blog. haha hello everyone i'm back. okay that's dumb. anyway,life has been hectic. with school and CYA and all. and of course my lovely baby. haha =)
had GEMs test today,i think i did ultra fast. lol,haha sure alot of mistakes one. whatever la. den after went to meet baby at compass. walked ard looking for my binder. LOL,but cant find. den sent her to piano class. had a tiny unhappiness. had wanted to get sth to coax her,but walked ard whole compass,still couldnt get wat i want. end up didnt buy anything,just gave her a heartfelt sorry. =) hope she's appeased alr. after tt went to compas heights and sat ard,talked and fool ard. =) baby so cute sia.. haha baby hor? ;)
been through alot with her recently,we've become much more closer. bonded closer,we share so much things now. thank you baby. thank you for being my bestfriend too. our hearts are linked even tighter now. trigger happy. can you feel it?
long day in school tmr,sure to be tired. but i know baby will be home waiting for me. and that drives my fatigue away. oh and that SOB is pissing me off. there's only so much i can take. i'm treating you in the most polite way alr. dont piss me off. fuck off.
baby,two more days to 20th. are you happy? =D
like a jigsaw puzzle.
we fit together.
-at 9.46pm
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Thursday, May 11, 2006
And I can't see me lovin' nobody but you
My love is like a song;
It goes on and on forever
My love is like a prisoner;
It's to you that I surrender.
Baby you're my one & only. (:
So I came home early today & I decided that I should blog for baby since she wanted me to update for her last night but I didn't 'cos mama was screaming, & to edit our peekchures. (:
I'm typing this while my eyes are half closed & I'm effin' bloasted. I came home with an empty stomach & I decided that I should shower & make lunch myself. I cooked instant noodles, though the taste is fucking blend. =\ I don't have a choice, do I look like I have? I wanted to order delivery but I've got no money. :(
I'm yawning like crazy again, still fucking bloated. Shitz, baby wanted the entry to be sweet. Ay wahlau eh, if it weren't for me, the blog's gonna rot please. =
I was editting our peekchures & nabei cheebye my mom ching! the key went in the slot & she's back home. :( She win already lor. I only manage to do up one. I'll edit it when I have the time tomorrow, hmph.
That is what I did. I hope you like that baby.
I'm sorry about yesterday, the file sending issue. I didn't mean to & I guess I was over excited wanting you to see what I've made for you. But it's okay, I will never do it again okay bee? I won't kill if I don't make something for you(ok I think it will 'cos I got used to it). Whatever. I will think twice before I do, before I get over excited again. >:(
Baby I'm fucking tired!!!!!!!! Nabei cheebye, I got 76/140 for my english, which is 54.3/100! $#@#@%$%$#^&*&($#%#@ I'm dead. But I passed so it's okay right? Ay no!!! It's a 5 point thing you know. >:( Ok I better start reading the dictionary. Ay wahlau my English very good onex cans. What happened nahsxz? :(
Baby I miss you bad. I want Tuesday & Wednesday again, or rather, tomorrow to come quick. I can't wait to hold you in my arms, even if it's just for two omg-I-think-it's-so-fucking-short-definitely-not-enough-but-I-should-be-contented hours. But it's okay. (: We're gonna be happy, sweet, loving & hairy(lin, you came up with that ok) from now on.
If you don't know that, your wifey's missing you like crazy.
When the world is through, I will still love you.
I'm gonna sleep now, before piano lessons starts. Fuck siaaaaaaa, I keep closing my eyes. :( Oh & baby, I won't be online tonight. I've got dinner date with the whole family + Godma. (: The next time we'll have dinner on our own okay? Hehehhe :]
20th! [: 9 frikkin' days more!
RUNS AROUND BABY [:
MUACKS! <3
I love you babyboy.
I wanna hug you now. >:(
And love is what I feel for you. (:
I love XAVXAV!
DEPRIVED;
Thursday, May 11, 2006
Sunday, May 07, 2006
These are my confession.
I, Glynis Tan, hereby declare that I do take NellieWayneZionXavier Lin my lawfully-wedded husband &will always love & care for her till death do us apart. :D
Baby, this I promise you. [:
If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
& the feel of your heart beating with mine. =)
Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.
Baby, I love you. (=
***
I'm invading again, I'm sorry honey. But I just love telling everyone I LOVE XAV XAV! :D Hehehe. At least I've not gone to the extend of going around tagging everyone telling them that I love my babygirlfriend. Like "I LOVE XAVIE POO!" or.. "I LOVE MY BABY!" Hahah. But seriously baby, I ever thought of doing that, declaring my love for you on other's property instead of yours, mine & ours 'cos I find that it isn't enough & you don't know it(refers to how much I love you) as well as my heart do. I'm going crazy over you honeybuns.!
Four months & still, when you say 'I love you baby', the fluttery feeling in my heart still exist. It's kinda queer that my feelings are still as fresh like when we first dated. I still feel the tingling feeling down my spine whenever we kiss & I still cry when you whisper the sweetest thing into my ears. I almost lost you completely once, I hope it'll never happen again. Even when we there's a problem, we go through it together. (= I love you so much baby, so much that no one can comprehand this season of love. [:
I've been irritating enough & you're worse. I said I'm gonna show you a fucking video & you fucking can tell me that you're fucking going offline. OKAY CHILL GLYNISTAN. It's okay, I won't blame you. :) I will still love you. [:
Will you still love me tomorrow?
DEPRIVED;
Sunday, May 07, 2006
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Hello baby. :D
I'm here to blog for you.
Muacks darling. :]
I'll just write whatever that comes into my mind ok.
- Baby's been sick for the past four days & she skipped school today
- I've been worried sick, I swear. :(
- I can't sleep well. I tried to fall asleep at 1230am but at 1am, I'm still lying on my bed. And I woke up at 3plus again, check if there's calls or msges. Then I fell back asleep & woke up at 5plus. How terrible. :X
- I can't study for my papers.
- Baby can you see how much I love you, 'cos words doesn't seem to help though, or rather I'm not good with them. :\
- Yesterday was our Forth & baby did not wish me. Apparently, ill doesn't give her the excuse to not greet me nor wish me. Therefore, she's not forgotten.
- I'll be at camp on our Fifth & I guess that should be PART of the revenge. :D
- Wellwell, more PARTS of the revenge would come. Hehehe :]
- I'm loving Xavier Lin a lot more each passing day, no joke.
- I'm sickkkkk too. >:(
- Baby didn't reply my text so I guess she has fallen asleep
- I'm praying a lot recently, for baby, myself & us. :(
- All I ask for now is more time for me, for baby & for us.
- It's painful to see baby work so hard & in the end, she got ill.
- I made baby bleed last week. I'M SO FUCKING SORRY.
- And that made everything thought that we did something scandalous. FYI: We were in public, there's nothing much we could do.
- I wanna watch Lword with baby!
- I want movie date with baby & only baby.
- I miss seeing baby outside school bus stop.
- I miss our daily phonecalls.
- I miss baby's sweet words.
- I miss being with baby all day.
- I miss sending baby to work.
- I miss standing beside baby while she introduce me to her friends, "Oh, this is my girlfriend, Glynis." & I'll return a hi shyly.
- I miss telling baby how much I love her & she'd go *sniffsniff* baby I'm so touched & I love you. (hehehe, I'm proud to say I'm the first girlll to make baby feel touched! :D)
- I just miss being with baby. :(
I JUST WANNA WASTE SOME TIME WITH YOU.
I love you bee, a lot a lot. <3
I don't want another breakup, I wanna stay with you forever.
I only want you & no one else.
Get well soon baby, we'll shake it like a polaroid picture again. :]
I love Xavxav. :D
//(Kiss all over baby. :]
Please llove me more. :(
DEPRIVED;
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Saturday, April 22, 2006
Early in the morningI put breakfast at your table
一夜都沒睡 但我不曾如此清醒
我早餐準備了妳愛吃的東西
這次換我等妳被咖啡的香味叫醒
想要找回每天早晨對我微笑著的妳
還能夠做些什麼代替我的歉意
總是望著我小心翼翼順著我呼吸
而我竟然理所當然讓妳精疲力盡
You were my superwoman
安靜的在身邊無條件給我夢寐以求的溫柔
But I am only human
我怎麼不懂妳多寂寞殘忍的犯了錯
不能失去妳 Ooh—Babe---
You fought your way through the rush hour
Try to make it home just for me
月光下靜靜靠著彼此只求夜長一點
有多久沒有好好看妳只是認定了我
無論在什麼時候回頭都有妳的笑容
是我忽略了妳也會有想要哭的感覺
沒有一種付出應該永遠心甘情願
再給被寵壞的男人最後一次機會
換我忍耐換我等待不要真的棄權
(---Baby)是我把愛想得太簡單
以為只要我存在就能讓妳取暖
心裏唯一的superwoman沒有人能代替
不能想像更不能原諒這樣讓愛化成灰燼
If you feel it in your heart and you understand me.
STOP right where you are, everybody sing along with me.
-cao ge's superwoman.
it reminds me of you everytime i hear this song. and i always put in on repeat. :)
anyway had duty ytd. and i skipped lecture. the 5-6 lecture. so tt i could report for duty on time. but den its gonna continue for like four more times. fuck man. sighs have to report late i guess.. damn sian alr. anyway duty was alright. time passed by ultra slowly. again went home with a whole lot of ppl. nisha,peili,patricia,lijia, jiamin,ganesh,irene,jason,zinmar,desiree,lionel and wanping. i think tt's abt it? haha cant really remember,too many ppl alr. laughed and laughed like i dunno wat. :) fridays are nice with them ard. but well, we'll have to transfer to T2 sooner or later. -.- die alr die alr. reached home nearing twelve and bathed den called baby.
i seriously need to get some more clothes,a new pair of jeans,a new bag,new shoes and a new phone. omg look at the list man. jialat alr... i think the bag's more urgent. clothes and jeans also.. haha.
love is a very weird emotion.
it comes at a time where you least expected it.
you are my superwoman.
-at 8.08pm
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Saturday, April 22, 2006
Friday, April 21, 2006
:]
Hello baby I'm here to edit your blog.
Hoho, your links same as mine already lorsxz. :D
You like it notsxz? hEhEsXz.
Haiyah, you sure liikee iit one norhsxz, I make one nEhHsXz!
Baby I wonder who are you deprive of.
-.-
*pulls baby by the ear*
You better tell me. I'll debate with you about it later on, on the phone.
Zai si luo!
:)
Baby I love you. :)
I hope you don't mind about the amendments I made in your blog. :(
I love you & please come home soon.
Teehee.
DEPRIVED;
Friday, April 21, 2006
Thursday, April 13, 2006
okay. i realise i've been a pig recenty and have,again,been neglecting my blog. haha have been sleeping ALOT recently. waking up only at timings like 7-9pm. its PM not AM. wtf. i waste like twenty hours of my day in bed. omg la,i think i can try out for olympics alr. haha uber bored this hols,i cant wait for next week to come. school might be busy,yes,but at least i've got sth else to do other den sleeping. yawns and i'm up now because mum woke me up. TSK,wth. i'll go back to sleep later.
shall talk bt fri,had my first duty at west counter. NICE! uber busy,the pax are like overflowing. i like. haha had two burgers tt day and i went home for somemore food. walao eh,like pig alr can. haha anyway journey home was kinda bored cause jiamin and lijia wasnt there. but they'll be here this week i guess. :) i'm uber happy in T1,please dont transfer to T2 la. haha duty tmr,i'm looking forward to it,and the dinner date.
i forgot wat did i do on saturday,but i remembered i saw si en on sunday. she's like uber chubby now. :D so cute so cute!! really really. shall post her pics up soon. and she drinks ALOT of milk la huh. but she looks different now. much more heavier,rounder and cuter. the babysitter's good. heh,she's such a cute little thing.
alright,i'm like tired again. i'll go off to sleep again i guess.
it seems like such fun,until you lose what you have won.
it seems to be,the way it has been.
-at 9.10am
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Thursday, April 13, 2006
